TOMORROW

I turn 19 tomorrow and its safe to say im pretty depressed about this. I dont know why but since turning 18 Im just not at all excited about my birthday just sad and not wanting to do anything, maybe when im rich and famous I wont feel the same way (ikid). The only thing I feel positive about this week is the fact I get to see my queen Lady Gaga on friday at the o2. I suppose I should saver the next year seeing its the last of my "memorable" teenage years, maybe do something special that will effect me forever although i still dont know what I want to be when I grow up I mean fuck im gonna be 20 in a years time, my mum was married by that age!!!! I just hope 19 works out more to be more sucessful than 18 for me.